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sometimes the road ahead is paved with anything but good intentions...
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VAGINAS.

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special dedication to damian..cuz i am missing him right now. i hope to hear from him tommorrow.

also dedicated to johanna, because this song


makes me want to do a crazy dance with her!!




















Can't explain all the feelings that you're making me feel
My heart's in overdrive and you're behind the steering wheel



Touching you, touching me,
Touching you god you're touching me

I believe in a thing called love
Just listen to the rhythm of my heart
There's a chance we could make it now
We'll be r o c k i n g 'til the sun goes down
I believe in a thing called love
Ooh!

I wanna kiss you every minute, every hour, every day
You got me in a spin but everything is A.O.K!

Touching you, touching me
Touching you god you're touching me

I believe in a thing called love
Just listen to the rhythm of my heart
There's a chance we could make it now
We'll be rocking 'til the sun goes down
I believe in a thing called love
Ooh!
Guitar!






































Feeling: loved loved

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Step one you say we need to talk
He walks you say sit down it’s just a talk
He smiles politely back at you
You stare politely right on through
Some sort of window to your right
As he goes left and you stay right
Between the lines of fear and blame
And you begin to wonder why you came

Chorus
Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the                     b i t t e r n e s s
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life

Verse 2
Let him know that you know best
Cause after all you do know best
Try to slip past his defense
Without granting innocence
Lay down a list of what is wrong
The things you’ve told him all along
And pray to God he hears you
And pray to god he hears you and

Chorus
Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the       b i t t e r n e s s
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life

Verse 3
As he begins to raise his voice
You lower yours
and grant him one last choice
Drive until you lose the road
Or break with the ones you’ve followed
He will do one of two things
He will admit to everything
Or he’ll say he’s just not the same
And you’ll begin to wonder why you came

Chorus (2)
Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the         b i t t e r n e s s
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life

How to save a life
How to save a life

Chorus (2)
Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the          b i t t e r n e s s
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life

How to save a life
How to save a life....
santa baby
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i think you're just scared.

if ignoring me is seriously your answer and your way of dealing with things.

then fine.

have a nice fucking life, fucktard.
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You could be happy and I won't know 
But you weren't happy the day I watched you go 
And all the things that I wish I had not said 
Are played in loops til it's madness in my head 

Is it too late to remind you how we were 
And on our last days of silent screaming blur 
Most of what I remember makes me sure 
I should've stopped you from walking out the door 

You could be happy I hope you are 
You made me happier than I'd been by far 
Somehow everything I own smells of you 
And for the tiniest moment it's all not true 

Do the things that you always wanted to 
Without me there to hold you back don't think just do 
More than anything I want to see you girl 
Take a glorious bite out of the whole world
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argh! fucking argh!!!!!!!!!!!!

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gross. bleh.

i think i just threw up in my mouth a little.  god.


ha..for you jo:

"well SHIT son, you should probably get a life...."



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i really wanted to be a sorority girl....


i still can't get the hell over it. :(
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i miss you..i miss talking to you...

even though i don't really want to admit it.  pshh.

lol this could be interpreted in many ways for different people...so take it as you will....
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i need you so much closer...
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meet me in Montauk....
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I Will Love You // Fisher

Til my body is dust
til my soul is no more
I will love you, love you

Til the sun starts to cry
and the moon turns to rust
I will love you, love you

But I need to know
will you stay for all time
forever and a day
Then I'll give my heart
'til the end of all time
forever and a day

And I need to know
will you stay for all time
forever and a day
Then I'll give my heart
'til the end of all time
forever and a day

'Til the storms fill my eyes
and we touch the last time
I will love you, love you

I will love you, love you....
I will love you, love you, love you... 


this is one of the most GORGEOUS SONGS i have ever heard...i forgot all about this song.  it was on an episode of Roswell, i would watch the episode but the stupid DVDs dont have the same songs like they did on TV, which is uber lame.  if you want to listen to the song, go on my myspace right now.  i also love the song "If you want me to" by Ginny Owens.  they are some of the most heartbreaking emotional songs i can remember.  they just really get to me.  they make me cry. lol.  go figure.  lol maybe its because they remind me of Roswell...lol i used to cry throughout Liz and Max's relationship everytime i watched that show. the original music made that show.  

ok well enough of this...i need to read....
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wow congrats for being the biggest douchebag on the planet!!

i didnt think it had to be like this..but apparently it does!!!!



BURN IN HELL!!!!!!!!!
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Please don't go crazy if I tell you the truth 
No you don't know what happened and you never will 
If you don't listen to me while I talk to the wall 
This blanket is freezing, it's been out in the hall 
Where you've had me for hours til i'm sure what I want 
But darlin' I want the same thing that I wanted before 
So sweetheart tell me what's up, I won't stop. No way. 

Please keep your hands down and stop raising your voice 
It's hardly what i'd be doing if you gave me a choice 
It's a simple suggestion, can you give me some time? 
So just say yes or no, why can't you shoulder the blame? 
Cos' both my shoulders are heavy from the weight of us both 
You're a big boy now so let's not talk about growth 
You've not heard a single word I have said. Oh my God. 

Please take it easy, it can't all be my fault 
I haven't made half the mistakes that you've listed so far 
Baby let me explain something, it's all down to drugs 
At least I remember taking them and not a lot else 
It seems i've stepped over lines you've drawn again and again 
But if the ecstacy's in the wit is definately out 
Doctor Jekyll is wrestling Hyde for my pride
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there is nothing left to break.
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